let's call the whole thing off

[occultatio]

I really need to stop myself from doing things that I am absolutely certain are bad for me, like eating too many cookies and surfing the internet late at night and reading webpages that I know will make me upset.

Big, big audition tomorrow. Going to go practice in the music hall for at least an hour or two--if they don't take me, it'll be because they don't need a bass at all.

I am confident. I am cool. I am collected.

I am cracking up.